Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Happy.
Albeit a little terrified but more happy than terrified. Honestly though, everything feels so unreal, maybe because a big part of it are all firsts? Maybe, or maybe it's cause for once in this damned life, there's someone willing to put in just as much, if not, even more, into this whole thing. Maybe.
But one thing's for sure, I'm happy. Sincerely sincerely happy.
On another note: Yeah, they should’ve treated you better. They should’ve cared more. But they didn’t and they don’t, and your life keeps moving forward.