Showing posts from November, 2011
I'm not going to lie.There are so many people I can not deal with anymore. I'm done with all the lying and the hate. If you don't like someone, you don't have to say bad stuff about them. I mean, you get what you give out and if you're not nice to people, then you're obviously not going to get rainbows and butterflies from everyone. I don't think most people that understand that they need to give a little to get a little and that's what frustrated the living daylights out of me. I just wish people could see that change starts within themselves.

November 30 2011

In my opinion, people never change. They can become different versions of themselves, but they're still who they always were.
ALMOST every elephant that is captured and raised in captivity is being abused in Thailand. If you read pas this and do not reblog you must have no heart. These animals endure pain and hardship so that they can be put in zoos and circus’ for tourist attraction and greed. These animals have hearts they feel pain and every time they dont command their orders the mahout(elephant keeper) hits them on the top of their head with a sharp hammer, leaving a broken scull and bruises.


I've noticed whenever a girl/boy kills themselves, mounds of people are suddenly saying. "It's a shame, they were so beautiful."


Then maybe they'll fucking stick around to hear it.
Not say it when they're dead.
"I want to stand as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you can see all the kinds of things you can't see from the center."

"what made you stick around for so long?"

Because you're worth it. I know you're not perfect, nor do I want you to be. I like you just the way you are, flaws and all.
yes I get that you're pissed and all but you don't need to take out your anger on me. it's not like I did anything to you. geez
"I hate love, it's a painful torture. Beautiful or not, it hurts. Day after day sticking by someone who only cares when they want to. Feeling so low cause the little things they do hurt so much. The little things can have a big impact on a person's heart. How do you know when someone truly loves you? Truth is, you don't. You have to hope that they do, cause you can never truly understand what someone is feeling. I don't want you to leave, people always leave. Why doesn't anyone actually want to stay with me? What's wrong with me?"

Sorry if I'm not a perfect partner.

I'm sorry if I have a short temper. I'm sorry if I annoy you. I'm sorry if I act a little immature sometimes. I'm sorry if I ever doubted your love for me. I'm sorry if I sometimes fail to understand you. I feel really bad for all of that. But there's one thing I'll never do, I will never give up on you. I'll fight for you and show you how much you matter to me.
Each time someone else left,
I cried out,
"Don't leave me.
Don't leave me here alone.
i don't want to be
left alone
for forever."
But there was no sound.
No words.
Never allow yourself to be treated as nothing by the person whom you value a lot. If there's no sense in waiting, then move on. If you feel like you're not valued by that person like you should be, then let go. Life is about making wise decisions and not about making yourself a fool.

It's hard to lose someone.

Yes, it's hard when the only person we love the most suddenly decided to leave us. But we have to accept it because maybe, someone better is coming. Someone better who will love us and will never break our heart. Someone better we could be with, forever.

Mistake make us realize what we had, what we've lost and what we've taken for granted.

They make us realize that sometimes, there are no "next time", no "time out" and no"second chance". But life is a work in progress. As long as we live, we have every chance to correct out ways. We may never have the same opportunity again but there's always something better.

The heart like the mind, has a memory.

And in it are kept the most precious keepsakes.
Is one idea enough?
Are dreams limiting?
Is anger useful?
Does novelty matter?
Is calm an illusion?
Is experience repeatable?
Is choice possible?
Can purity be created?
Does fear drive us?
Is change necessary?

I like playful kisses.

Like the ones where you lean in but back away quickly. Or those upside down spiderman kisses. Or the ones where you interrupt them while they're in the middle of saying something. Or even puffing up your cheeks or whatever. Yeah I miss that.
My emotions change so drastically everyday. I could feel on top of the world and then, suddenly, I am numb. Seconds from breaking down. It's scary.
Imagine if silence was a sound. If you wanted to, you could just click "play" on your iPod, and everything would be silent. You'd be playing silence. The louder you you put it up, the quieter it will get. Turn it up even louder, and you'd be able to hear absolutely nothing. Not even the people talking around you.
41% of people believe that self-harm is selfish. 55% believe that it is stupid. 43% know someone that has self-harmed. One in ten people have harmed by the age of sixteen. Self-harm does not make you suicidal. It does notmake you emo. It is simply a way that many use to rid themselves of stress or pain or whatever it may be. Over 3 million people in the US have self-harmed or still do. Cutting is not just a girl’s disorder. Anyone can do it. Males, females, and persons that don’t fit into the gender binary. And it is not just teens, either. Both Princess Diana and Johnny Depp have gone through it. The person who always seems happy could be victim to it. Anyone. There are other forms of self-harm besides cutting or mutilation. There’s CSP; a disorder where you’ll pick at your skin, bite your skin, bite your nails, or pull out hair, usually when you’re bored or due toperfectionism. There’s also burning yourself, and other things that could cause injury such as hitting yourself or other obj…
i tried to forget
but you grew roots around my ribcage
and sprouted flowers
just below my collarbones.
all day I pluck their petals
but I have not yet ascertained
whether you love me
or not.
you. me. paris. promise?
Did you now that you can freeze bubbles? These temperatures are perfect for using that left over bubble mix from the summer. Go outside on any day when it's below 32 degrees fahrenheit and try this: blow a bubble and ten catch it on the bubble wand. wait a few moment while it freezes - it will turn into a cool crystal ball before it shatter.

You can also make icy crystals with your bubble solution. To do this: dip a large loop in the bubble solution -  but don't blow a bubble. Instead, watch the crystal grow. They will form a lattice structure.

"What are the chances of you coming back? I really love you."

Cloudy with a chance of fuck you.
won't be posting until tuesday. sorry.

I hate my body. I've got my blades, what do I do now?

Take them and go into your bathroom, and take all of your clothes off. Then stand up and look in the mirror. Just look for a second, even if you hate what you see. then, imagine your body covered in scars, gushes, cuts, and bruises. Imagine yourself months from now, hiding your body, apologizing while you hurry to push your sleeves down when they slide up in class. Now back to normal, which one do you prefer? Exactly.

Put down the razor. Put your clothes back on. Leave the bathroom. Call your best friend, your significant other, tell them you love them. Don't you ever dare touch that fucking razor again.

1. too hot

A game where the two players kiss without stopping and without touching each other. If one player touches the other, s/he loses. The winner gets to do whatever s/he wants to the loser.
"People think they know you. They think they know how you're handling a situation. But the truth is, no one knows. No one knows what happens after you leave them, when you're lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or scream. They don't know what's going on inside you head; the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. This isn't their fault. They just don't know. And so they pretend and they say you're doing great when you're really not. And this makes everyone feel better. Everyone but you."
Sadly, the world love is so overused and underrated in the society of today, that saying a simple "I love you" could mean something as plain and crude as "I'm really drunk and I want to fuck you." It's the sad reality, love is no longer a word of passion. Unless of course there is that feeling between two people that starts deep in the darkest chamber of their heart and spreads through every cell in their body until it dominates their thoughts.

The river speaks

Suddenly, there's reality. Harsh, painful reality. At the moment you realized how stupid and desperate you are. And then you intend to forget him, to do normal again. And you are really trying that. really. Until the dreams and hope tap on your shoulder.

I always thought love was about poetry or performance, you know? Like I needed to do big things to show how much I loved you or write cute things to show how much I cared but the more I grew to love you the more I realized it was bout having it demonstrated and felt. It's recognizing you for the importance you have in my life. I've learned that the character of love proceeds itself through good works. It is so complex that words wouldn't do it justice and that's why I don't try to explain it, I just confess. When love envelops and individual, it elicits certain responses out of them by releasing chemicals into your brain and it really changes you.

A person who truly loves another person feels special and lucky, and it's not cause they are loved in return, it's cause it really does feel good to be able to love someone like that.

My love for you is so immense that it will motivate a person to carry out good actions. When I see you, it's difficult to resi…
I miss being a kid. I miss birthday parties in class with cupcakes and spelling test with the extra credit word being "happiness". I miss being able to run around playing freeze tag all day without getting tired then putting my head on the pillow at night and knocking right out with no worries or cares. I miss eating however much I wanted without a thought, and curling up on the couch with a good book and not getting up till it was done. I miss running home to watch power rangers and johnny bravo and waking up son Sunday mornings for cartoons. I miss not being stressed, when everything was pure and simple. But what I miss the most of all, was the time that seemed to never run out.
you know what? you seem so distant, like you don't give a damn. and that really sucks, since you're so far away and I don't even know if you're missing me or forgetting me. Just please, please don't forget me.
I want to be the girlfriend. Not the friend, not the confidant, not the other woman, not the friends with benefits, not the second choice. I want to be the one who is loved, held, and who gets the phone calls at night and the cute surprises, the kisses on the forehead and the I miss you's. I want it all.

physically okay; emotionally ruined

One hundred love sonnets:XVII

I don't love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz,
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as one loves certain obscure things,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom but carries
the light of those flowers, hidden, within itself,
and thanks to your love the tight aroma that arose
from the earth lives dumbly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you directly without problems or pride:
I love you like this because I don't know any other way to love,
except in this form in which I am not nor are you,
so close that your hand upon my chest is mine,
so close that your eyes close with my dreams.

You know what's cute?

I find it adorable when someone remembers the littlest details about you. It's cute when that person takes the time and effort to surprise you with the things you don't remember telling them about. It's like they've read your mind. The kind of person that pays attention to what you say just so they can use it to their advantage in order to put a smile on your face. I love those thoughtful people who go out of their ways just so they can make you happy.
oh just fuck it, I really don't need this at all.

Just for a day,

Let's run away together. Just the two of us, with no one to stop us. Let's get away form the rest of the world, forget out problems, leave behind our worries, and just focus on each other. I don't care where we go, as long as it's somewhere that no one can find us. We can do whatever we want. Maybe toss around a football, have a picnic, just sit there and talk, what we can do, the list is endless. Just one day, alone with you. That' all I could ever want.

I love you so much that if your killed yourself tonight you would kill part of me too.

Never look back.

Like in Disney, if Cinderella turned back to pick up her shoe, she wouldn't have become a princess.
Sense of humour, enjoy budget travelling and potatoes in all forms, love my pet hedgehog, is fine with me supporting gay, trans, bi, pan, les rights, love me.They shouldn't even have to legalise gay marriage. It should have been legalised in the first place. Love is love. It's not anyone's problem when you say "how am I suppose to tell my kids two men are getting married?" well love, it's not our fucking problem you can't tell your fucking child that two men are in love and is getting married. And once again, they shouldn't even have to legalise it, it should've been legalised in the first place.Kissing Annabel: Love, Ghost and Facial Hair by Steven Herrick.Technically it's just 8:06am, so basically just blogging since I woke up.And I don't have one, an ex, I mean. But if I do, I'd say thank you for making me realize that I can do so much better than you.Mainstream music is basically 99% shit, the lyrics don't mean a thing and the …

The Air Camera by Yeon Su Kim

A unique design concept which eliminates all the superfluous crap in your camera like well, most of the camera. Stripping the idea down to two modules you wear on your fingers, one a Bluetooth-enabled camera lens (which send your "pictures" directly to your smartphone) and the other a motion-sensitive shutter button for "clicking". Simply curving your fingers would enable the video mode. So, smile for the fingers.
The Lion's Mane Jellyfish is the largest jellyfish in the world. They have been swimming in the arctic waters since before dinosaurs (over 650 million years ago) and are among some of the oldest surviving species in the world.

Miley Cyrus

Get your heart broken once, and you're never the same again. I know that it hurts, I know that it feels like the end of the world but we all have to go through it at some point in our lives. You know why? Because it makes you a better and stronger person. You're learning so much without even realising it. You're going to come out of this, I promise. Stop waiting for them to come back (if the do, cross that bridge only then.) Get sociable, smile. And if they caused you trouble, don't for the life of you let them see that it got to you.
Damaged people are dangerous. They know they can survive.
But to be honest, I just want you here right now.
I know you wouldn't wanna talk to me and obviously I know why. But let me get this straight first, you claimed SO many times that you didn't like him anymore, so obviously I thought it was okay for me to tell him that you used to like him, but apparently you still do. I'm your best friend, you're not suppose to deny things like that to me. We're suppose to be able to tell each other things that we don't tell anyone else. Like when I cut, I told you that before daryl, or when I tried to suicide, I told you that before daryl, and I'm okay with you knowing things like that about me because I know you won't judge me like everyone else but clearly you can't even own up to me about guys you like to me or idk what else, so what about that.

And secondly, I fucked up alright? You do too. And so does everyone else in this world, and this was an HONEST mistake. Cause I really thought you didn't like him anymore. And also, why are you so scared of letting hi…

Babies tasting lemon for the first time.