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" I've learned that you can't please everyone. So don't even try it. It's a waste of time trying to make everyone like you. Just be you, I've learned that the hard way and in the end, some people are just so full of hate that no matter what you say or do, they'll always have something to say. They'll never like you. So fuck them."
-Megan fox
I think that's what's wrong with the world; no one says what they really feel, they always hold it inside.
They're sad, but they don't cry.
They're happy, but they don't dance or sing.
They're angry, but they don't scream.
Because if they do, they feel ashamed and that's the worst feeling in the world.
So everyone walks with their heads down and no one sees how beautiful the sky is.
Ever catch yourself thinking about what’s going to happen a week from now, or a month from now, or where will you be a year from now. I catch myself wondering where will I be in life years from now often. Like who will I marry, where will I live or how will my life be? It’s like looking through one of those telescopes on top of a high rise building and seeing things so far ahead of you, yet so close. I often see couples holding hands and loving life. I see parents playing with their kids in the playgrounds. People working in their offices. I see the city skyline and the late night lights.
I see the wonders and beauty of what I don’t see from the bottom you know? It’s a whole different view from up there. I see the daily life of random people all around me and it’s a beautiful thing. It all seems so close doesn’t it? Like it’s within reach, like all we have to do is extend an arm and we’ll be right there, but I know it’s far away. I love waking up in the morning and going …

they need to bring back 90's shows

6 months.

A gay soldier calls his father shortly after DADT is repealed.

(Father’s dialogue in smaller, italic font above.)


Easy no bake tart

Preparation time : around 15 minute

1. 1 prepackaged tart shell or small little graham cracker tart shells
2. 1 pack cream cheese
3. 1 can sweetened condensed milk
4. 1 tbsp vanilla extract/essence
5. 1 lemon/lime (whichever you prefer) juiced
6. 1 bad of mixed frozen fruit or any fresh fruit

Mix cream cheese, condensed milk, vanilla extract/essence, and juive of lime or lime until smooth and creamy. Pour into pie molds and add fruit topping.

If you can't find the tart shell, you can also make your own biscuit base.

20-30 Jacob's or Digestive biscuits. (crushed finely)
5 tbsp butter
Melt butter and mix in biscuits in. Put into molds or cup. Then put into the fridge until hard.

Marauder mug

When you put hot water or milk in it, it turns white with the mischief managed and then that fades away as it cools down.

you smile but you're not really happy.
you ask but you don't want to know.
you talk but you aren't saying anything.
you laugh but you don't find it funny.
you cry but it doesn't really mean anything.
you get up but you're not reall awake.
you sleep but you aren't resting.
you're alive but you aren't really living.
There’s nothing better than having a conversation face to face. When you can look deep into each others eyes and convey whatever they feel and want to say, you feel so weightless. Communication within each other is the exchange of thoughts and ideas and love. I believe the most important part of any healthy relationship between two people is being able to talk and listen to one another. You and the other person can figure out what your common interests are. You can share your feelings with the other person and trust that they will be there to listen and support you. Communication is based on honesty and trust and by listening carefully and sharing your thoughts and feelings with another person, you show them that they are an important part of your life.
I think couples resort to the cuddles, instead of the talks because their conversations aren’t very good. Where relationships s…
That's the things about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if they're not much to look at, or even if they're sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are.

Girls. Jesus Christ. they can drive you crazy.
They really can.
"But this is touching, Severus," said Dumbledore seriously. "Have
you grown to care for the boy, after all?"
        "For him?" shouted Snape. "Expecto Patronum!"
        From the tip of his wand burst the silver doe: She landed on the office floor, bounded once across the office, and soared out of the window. Dumbledore watched her fly away, and as her silvery flow faded, he turned back to Snape, and his eyes were full of tears.
        "After all this time?"
        "Always," said Snape.
I will love you as a drawer loves a secret compartment, and as a secret compartment loves a secret, and as a secret loves to make a person gasp, and as a gasping person loves a glass of brandy to calm their nerves. and as a glass of brandy loves to shatter on the floor, and as the noise of glass shattering loves to make everyone else hasp, and as someone else gasping loves a nearby desk to lean against, even if leaning against it presses a lever that loves to open a drawer and reveal a secret compartment. I will love you until all such compartments are opened and discovered, and until all the secrets have gone gasping into the world. I will love you until and the codes and hearts have been broken and until every anagram and egg has been unscrambled.
Listen to the whispers that curl into your head at night, calling you ugly and fat and stupid and bitch and whore and worst of all "a disappointment." Puke and starve and cut and drink because you don't want to feel any of this. Puke and starve and cut and drink because you need an anesthetic and it works. For a while. But then the anesthetic turns into poison and by then it's too late because you are main- lining it now, straight into your soul. It is rotting you and you can't stop.
Look in a mirror and find a ghost. hear every heartbeat scream that everysinglething is wrong with you. "Why?" is the wrong question. Ask "Why not?"
Sometimes people tell you they care.
Sometimes people tell you they love you.
Sometimes people say they want you.
Sometimes people say they will catch you when you fall.
Sometimes people say they will never leave you.
Sometimes people say they will never hurt you.
Sometimes people say they would die for you.
Sometimes people say that you  are worth it.
Sometimes people say it's going to be okay.
Sometimes people say that you are the one sight they never tire of.

And sometimes people lie.
You gotta love life. Life is meant to be loved, and loving life means respecting and valuing the lives of others. It’s only through others that we can love ourselves and vice versa. When you appreciate life, you try to appreciate where you are and the people you know. Loving life also means acknowledging that you have a purpose, which I personally believe every one has. It’s realizing that some things will never seem to make sense-that we won’t find the answers to everything. Accepting your personality is loving your life and although character traits can be greatly improved, overall, personalities rarely change. By accepting your social standing, where you were born and the color of your skin, the friends you have, the size you are, you’re already halfway there in the quest of how to love your life.

Accepting certain events, forgiving people and doing good deeds out of love also demonstrate’s your love for life. The important thing to realize is that a happy life is wha…
I know what it's like to want to die; how it hurts to smile; hot you try to fit in but you can't; how you hurt yourself on the inside; to try to kill the thing that's in the inside.
Who I am is not who I was in the past and not who  want to be in the future, but I am okay with that. And as simple and underachieving as that sounds, it did take a lot of work for me to be okay. If nobody else congratulates me on it, I still do, nonetheless. It's good for now. Okay is good for now. Much better than not okay.
When you sit in silence long enough, you learn that silence has a motion. It glides over you without shape or form, exactly like water. Its colour is silver. And silence has a sound you hear only after hours of wading inside it. The sound is soft, like flute notes rising up, like the words of glass speaking. Then there comes a point when you must shatter the blindness of its words, the blindness of its light.

status: HIATUS

year end exams are coming up so yeah. be back on the 5th of november.

love you all:)

Girls are Like M&M's

i like the way you clear my mind when i'm with you. 
like there isn't a care in the world.
I'm here. I love you. I don't care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. If you need the medication again, go ahead and take it - I will love you through that, as well. If you don't need the medication, I will love you, too. There's nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me.
distance is not fearful,
it is for the bold.
it is for those who are willing
to spend a lot of time alone
in exchange for a little time
with the one they love.
it is for those knowing a good thing
when they see it, even if
they don't see it nearly enough.


I'm not going to deny it. I want it. Not just any kind of attention. Special attention. The kind only made for me. The kind where the time is taken to fully understand, and cater to me. Call me selfish, but who doesn't want to fell like they matter to someone? I don't want to feel like no one gives a damn about me. It wouldn't hurt to have someone go an extra mile for me.
You can sorry a million times, say I love you as much as you want, say whatever you want, whenever you want. But if you're not going to prove the things you say are true, then don't say anything at all. Because if you can't show it, your words don't mean a thing.

Just imagine,

if you were so happy with the wrong one, imagine how happy you'll be when you're with the right one.
It’s different for everyone, you know when he or she is right for you when no one can tell you different. It is more of an “intuition” or ” knowing” that resides deep inside of you. We each have this power. When something is”right” we simple know it. When it comes to people. The outside factors are present in having this feeling. When someone gives you a “good feeling” when you are around them and you know something is different about them, they may be the right person for you.  Two people who are made for one another usually ” fit” together like Lego pieces. They complement one another like colors. What one person lacks, the other compensates for in other qualities. When someone “adds” substance to another person’s life this is a sign. They see the difference in everything once the person has become involved with certain aspects of their life. It brings a level of “completeness” to the individual that they did not have before. If someone is “better” with them, than without them this i…
I think it's time we go back to the basics. Let's go back to the days where a flower meant I like you. I think it's a far better way to be romantic and it doesn't involve spending a fortune or doing something big to impress your girl. I know these days giving flowers has become a somewhat cliche gesture, but who cares. Sometimes the simplest ways are the most effective. Your lady will love that you put far more thought into your selection of flowers than just grabbing anything to make her smile. You'll come off as a real gentleman in that you actually wanted to make her smile.

A flower is a pretty and pleasant way of saying "I was thinking about you and wanted to give you something beautiful as an expression of what me thinking of you represents." Which is lovely. What could be wrong with that?

Flowers bring upon a smile to the face, a twinkle in the eyes, it spreads the love and romance in the ambiance. Any girl who says they do not like receiving flowe…

The best times to kiss a girl.

When she's babbling on about something. When you're arguing. When you see her. When you're with her. When you're with your friends. When she cries. When she's happy. When she does something you love. After you ask her you. After she says you loves you. After you just kissed her. Before you leave.

My point is, whenever you get the chance to kiss her, just kiss her. It makes her feel loved.
50 jumping jacks
50 crunches
25 sit-ups
150 bicycle cruches
100 plie squats
50 second planking
10 second deep breaths
2 minutes jogging in place
50 leg lifts
I can't wait for the days where we can walk around our apartment in just our underwear and stay in bed all day if we want. We'll shower together every morning and make cute dinners and watch movies. Then , at then end of the day, we can fall asleep in each other's arms knowing we'll still be next to each other when we wake up in the morning. It will be perfect.